Two

weekends are tough. Food, family, and friends. It seems everything around me is based on food. however I have been eating faiyle healthy cutting out soda and substituting it with water. I took Jake and Chris to the bike park in Meriden on Saturday then spent the night with my girlfriend Fran and her family. I really enjoyed myself. I have not see Jodi is 6 months and until last night I really had no intention of ever being a part of her life again. But things change and there is no use being angry at things so stupid. I was taking some gas-x because my stomach was not feeling well after the slice of pizza I had that night and because of all the protein bars and slim fast my stomach was not so happy with me. I feel like my relationship with Tim is growing apart. We are both unhappy with the way we look and seeing each other everyday doesnt help either. I want us to be happy and look forward to seeing each other but we just arent like that anymore. I want to spice things up a bit but I dont know how to anymore.
Day 2 I had special k for breakfast, special k protein bar for lunch, slim fast for a snack and two slices of spinach pizza for dinner.
Day 3 I had a bowl of cereal for breakfast, 2 slimfast shakes, and a protien bar.. and a fajita for dinner.  I had a half a cup of soda but about 4 bottles of water.

Tomorrow if it is nice out I am going to go for a long bike ride and start hitting up the gym. I need to do something because the more I do nothing the more depressed I get.

Goodnight.